You've any idea what i've been through?
I wish i could write everything here, so all of the world could understand
I know it's been a while, a long while
And i don't want to wrote this stuffs down
But i don't want to say this loud either
The thing is, i'm in anger and i hated it
I feel hopeless, depress, angry and most of all, i'm scared
Part of me just wanna to end this
But then i think again
I will hurt many people, i will get angry in my dark side, in my other side
So i need to find the way through this, no matter what it takes
I always wondering why all this happen
Okay this is distraction
Something will happen
And this is the end of everything
I love him
I know i am
But i can't do anything
I'm dying...