Sabtu, 17 Januari 2015

Yang mereka sebut, SAHABAT

Satu kehidupan, satu CERITA
Tentang DUA orang anak manusia yang terikat BATINnya
Satu CINTA, satu PERSAHABATAN
Ternilai TULUS walau masih bercelah

MEREKA bilang kita biasa, mereka bilang kita TAK ADA,
Katanya kamu yang UTAMA, aku yang KEDUA,
Kamu yang luar biasa, aku sangat sederhana,
Kalau begitu sebut saja dirimu SEMPURNA!
Kujawab IYA, tak ada yang ku bantah,
Benar, IYA, begitulah ADAnya

Tapi, yang ada hanyalah ADA,
Waktu dan jarak hanyalah sederet angka,
Kamu tuntun aku sekuat tenaga, kuatkan aku dari segala masalah,
Tumbuhkan HARAPAN, hapuskan kesedihan,
Klise rasanya, tetapi NYATA terasa,

Hanya kamu yang membiarkan aku menjadi diriKU,
Mungkin juga cuma aku yang melebih-lebihkan diriMU,

Biarlah orang berkata-kata,
Mereka tidak akan pernah mengerti tentang semua,
Dimana mencintai itu hal yang biasa, menyayangi juga biasa,
Tapi PENGORBANAN kita, lebih dari luar biasa

Sering kali aku memang salah,
Tak menjadikan kebahagiaanmu yang pertama,
Suka dan duka mungkin tidak selalu KITA lewatkan bersama,
Hari-harimu pun lebih beharga bila dengan mereka,
Tapi aku akan tetap berusaha,
Berusaha untuk tidak MENYERAH,
Sebab kamu lah segalanya,

kusebut dirimu, SAHABAT

Kamis, 13 Februari 2014

EMPTY

Do you a believer ?
Do you believe in coincidences ?
Do you ever feel like you're wanting something even many things so much, but you don't know how to achieve it ?
Do you ever feel so powerful, but in the same time, you're totally break down ?
Do you ever feel that you want to tell everybody about everything you have to tell, but you can't?

Full of questions in my head that i already know the answers.
But, still, i don't know what to do.
I can't even describe my feelings, my thoughts, in words.
It's just like, everything is empty.
Lost.
Blur.
I just don't know what to say.

It's like 5am in the morning, and i'm still awake, listening to my favorite song,
"A Drop In The Ocean" by Ron Rope.
Many things were going through in my life.
I can handle all of it, but i realized, the thing that i can't handle is myself.
My best enemy is MYSELF.
I am a different person, a totally different person from the previous me, i guess.
I even don't know what kind of person i've become.
I become so insecure with my world, i've become so quiet to some people but pretend like i'm telling whole of my life.
Until, they're think they know me so well, but they don't.
Not a thing!!

I miss my Grandma so much, she was died because of cancer, she's always be there for me, i miss the old me, i miss how i can laugh out loud, how i can enjoy my life and exited for the next day of it, i miss how can i love someone so much.
I can't feel anything! It's just empty.

But, i'm so grateful, to have so much best friends, that really care about me.
In the same time, i hate those who's faking with me!
Sometimes i feel, that everything i've done it's just wrong for some people.
But i don't care. I used to be care of people think, but now i'm not.
That's my weakness, i'm too much cared.
And that's it..

That's all i can say.
Maybe this is just a begining, a brand new fresh start, for the new me.
Well, i guess i have to figure out many things for my future, for getting back my happiness, my laugh and the most important thing, MY LIFE.

Love,
ADEL.


Selasa, 13 November 2012

People always leave

You've any idea what i've been through?

I wish i could write everything here, so all of the world could understand
I know it's been a while, a long while
And i don't want to wrote this stuffs down
But i don't want to say this loud either
The thing is, i'm in anger and i hated it
I feel hopeless, depress, angry and most of all, i'm scared
Part of me just wanna to end this
But then i think again
I will hurt many people, i will get angry in my dark side, in my other side
So i need to find the way through this, no matter what it takes

I always wondering why all this happen

Okay this is distraction
Something will happen
And this is the end of everything

I love him
I know i am
But i can't do anything

I'm dying...

Selasa, 04 September 2012

ABOUT LIFE, a HELLO to world from ADEL "The Journey"

That's only one thing in the world that matter, LIFE

Life is about love, hurt, happiness, sacrifices, faith and dignity
In the matter of those we have to accept what we have to go through.
Anything that will happen, it is going to be happen, and you have to be strength, no matter what life will bring you to, no matter how failed you're
In life, you can't denied or you can't press the previous button, all you have to do is moving foward, even if there are bunch of things that you unwanted to be happen

You will be in the up of life and also in the bottom of it.

Life is is full of drama, full of tears, full of sickness, full of lost, full of anything worst, by the way some people is have their life full of laugh, full of love, full of amazing things and some people have BOTH.

My name is Adel, much of you don't know me at all, some are know me better than anything
In my first single Coral, i can say it's a process to be a Novel.
I named it "The Journey"
I will tell all the story about life and love life.
About how an ordinary but superb girl is climbing up and down in her life, through her difficulties moments and problems in every chapter in her life. But i guess i still don't have the ending so
To be continue ..

XOXO
ADEL.S