People always leave

You've any idea what i've been through?

I wish i could write everything here, so all of the world could understand

I know it's been a while, a long while

And i don't want to wrote this stuffs down

But i don't want to say this loud either

The thing is, i'm in anger and i hated it

I feel hopeless, depress, angry and most of all, i'm scared

Part of me just wanna to end this

But then i think again

I will hurt many people, i will get angry in my dark side, in my other side

So i need to find the way through this, no matter what it takes

I always wondering why all this happen

Okay this is distraction

Something will happen

And this is the end of everything

I love him

I know i am

But i can't do anything

I'm dying...